JORDAN 'LOSTBOYEVSKY' BATES
PRESENTS...
THE PAIN BODY FREESTYLES
AN IMMERSIVE SHADOW INTEGRATION EXPERIENCE TO RECLAIM YOUR POWER
"One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious."
— Carl Jung
HOW MUCH OF YOUR TRUE POWER ARE YOU GIVING AWAY?
What would happen if you accepted and loved ALL of Who You Are?
What would happen if you felt ALL your feelings without judging them?
ALL the guilt, fear, shame, sorrow, self-loathing, and so on...
What would happen if you acknowledged that you contain ALL the primal, elemental, and aggressive energies of Human Nature?
Yes: ALL of Human Nature...
And what if instead of rejecting and hiding from those energies, you EMBRACED and INTEGRATED them?
How much more POWERFUL would you be?
How much more of your dormant VITALITY and CREATIVE POTENCY would you tap into?
How much more of your WILDNESS and WARRIOR SPIRIT would
you EMBODY?
How much more DIGNITY and ASSERTIVENESS would you bring with you on this Journey of Life?
How many more of your DREAMS would you have the COURAGE
to MANIFEST?
SHADOW WORK is the MASTER KEY to reclaiming your True Power...
When you OWN and INTEGRATE ALL of existence as ONE with your Being...
Only then can you truly Love and Embody ALL of Who You Are.
By making the unconscious CONSCIOUS.
IN THE ABSENCE OF DEEP SHADOW WORK, HUMAN BEINGS...
1. Live a domesticated and 'defanged' life, lacking true Wildness, Vitality, Assertiveness, and Warrior-Spirit Potency
2. Engage in artificial 'niceness,' virtue signalling, and holier-than-thou superiority and sanctimoniousness
3. Secretly fear, judge, and hate half of their own nature, always feeling a vague lack of Peace
4. Subtly expend much energy to repress and 'push down' the unconscious content they don't want to look at
5. Block themselves from tremendous amounts of their True Power and Creativity by denying the more primal and elemental energies within them
6. Project their repressed aspects onto 'external' entities, perpetually living in judgmental-victim mode and 'Us VS Them' mentalities
7. View Nature as fundamentally flawed or broken and remain unable to perceive Divine Wholeness
8. Dwell in the domain of conditional love rather than understanding Divine Unconditional Love
There is a better way, and it begins with facing the Dark...
“The cave you fear to enter holds the treasure you seek.”
— Joseph Campbell
FACE DARKNESS.
FIND RESILIENCE.
“Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and
you will call it fate.”
— Carl Jung
THE PAIN BODY FREESTYLES
A MULTI-DIMENSIONAL SHADOW-INTEGRATION EXPERIENCE
THE PAIN BODY FREESTYLES is a revolutionary audio experience.
It is simultaneously a(n)...
Experimental Rap Album.
Deep-Shadow Integration Meditation.
Visceral Healing Journey.
Illuminating Mystical Transmission.
Educational Demonstration of How to Hold Space for Whatever Arises.
RADICAL SHADOW
INTEGRATION: COURSE
A NEXT-LEVEL EXPERIENCE OF DEEP SHADOW WORK
FOR TRUE SPIRITUAL WARRIORS
THE PAIN BODY FREESTYLES alone is profoundly Powerful, but I wanted to go further.
If you wish to step into a Deeper and more Powerful Container with extra layers of guidance and support...
I've created a Course + Deep Toolkit called RADICAL SHADOW INTEGRATION.
If you're serious about doing Deep Shadow Work and Remembering Your True Power, this self-paced Experience is for you.
When you invest in yourself, you'll get immediate access to:
☯︎ THE PAIN BODY FREESTYLES
☯︎ Intro Video on Intention Setting
☯︎ Two Video Masterclasses on Shadow-Integration / Power-Reclamation
☯︎ A Deep Guide to Radical Shadow Integration
☯︎ 20 Profound Quotes on the Shadow-Integration Process
☯︎ 16-Minute 'You Are Enough' Guided Meditation
☯︎ 5 Potent Shadow-Integration Exercises
☯︎ 1-Year Access to Private Refine The Mind WhatsApp Tribe
☯︎ 5 Bonus Lessons on Trauma, Healing, Self-Love, & Death
This is a truly COMPREHENSIVE dive into Deep Shadow Work for the Spiritual Warrior who is not fucking around.
“If only it were all so simple! If only there were evil people somewhere insidiously committing evil deeds, and it were necessary only to separate them from the rest of us and destroy them. But the line dividing good and evil cuts through the heart of every human being. And who is willing to destroy a piece of his own heart?”
― Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn
WHO IS THIS FOR?
THE PAIN BODY FREESTYLES and RADICAL SHADOW INTEGRATION are for you if:
1. You are on a spiritual path but have a sense that you're missing something, or that the 'love and light' flower children aren't seeing the whole picture.
2. You are prepared to give up all victim mentalities, all excuses, all blaming, and take Radical Ownership of your entire life.
3. You're ready to go further than most by learning to Radically Accept, Integrate, Love, and Hold Space for Everything in Existence.
4. You have a feeling that it's time to begin walking a Warrior Path to develop greater Resilience, Sovereignty, Fearlessness, and Imperturbability.
5. You feel somehow 'blocked' from your True Wholeness, Power,
and Creativity.
POWER UPS FOR THE STORMS OF LIFE
I created THE PAIN BODY FREESTYLES and RADICAL SHADOW INTEGRATION to equip you...
To equip you with the Sword, Shield, and Tools to undertake
Deep Shadow Work.
To actually get back in your BODY and embrace ALL your
thoughts and feelings...
To learn to Hold Space for WHATEVER arises...
So you can become more RESILIENT in the Storms of Life...
And more COURAGEOUS in Living Your Truth.
If you're ready to do the DEEP WORK...
I created these Experiences for you.
INVEST IN YOUR OWN EMPOWERMENT
THE PAIN BODY FREESTYLES
An Immersive Shadow Integration Experience to Reclaim Your Power.
$
25
RADICAL SHADOW INTEGRATION
A Deep Shadow Integration Course + Toolkit to Remember Your True Power.
$
125
WHAT PEOPLE ARE SAYING
Tanja Schomann
Entrepreneur
This album is so much more than a piece of music.
I was laying in bed with lights off, listening to Jordan going through those intense emotions; and going myself through all sorts of thoughts and emotions, memories, associations. Feeling the waves of pain, fear, despair, hope and love flow through my body, touching me deeply. Probably closest to sharing an intimate moment with a complete stranger I’ve experienced. “Psychoactive”, raw, real, unfiltered.
Christopher Kerouac
Artist
I couldn’t be more excited about LOSTBOYEVSKY’s music!
His music is so refreshing and honest and breaks free from the brag culture of contemporary rap. It perfectly hits the stream of consciousness and existential angst we all feel. He’s helping to create a new genre of experimental, avant-garde, mystical rap.
Lindsey Dunn
Musician
Beautiful to observe how you have transformed your pain into your power - a gift to all of humanity! I can listen to this as a tool for processing pain.
LOSTBOYEVSKY just embodied the befriending of his complete psyche in his quest to process dark pain. Yielding into his deepest thoughts and freely sharing them with the earth rock is pretty fucking dope. THE PAIN BODY FREESTYLES is sexy, conscious, and useful, daring us to observe our own thoughts, keep it fucking real, and keep it going. Thank you for sharing from your raw depths.
About Jordan 'LOSTBOYEVSKY' Bates
Jordan Bates is a Rapper, Edge-Walker, Alchemist, World Traveler, Shamanic Entrepreneur, and Transformational Mentor. For 10 years he's been on a Mystical Quest for Truth that has led him to 32 countries and the far reaches of Inner Space. One core purpose of his life is to assist in the Playful Liberation of Consciousness, beginning with himself.
HOW TO USE THIS IMMERSIVE AUDIO EXPERIENCE TO HEAL
THE PAIN BODY FREESTYLES is an exercise in alchemical transmutation of the shadow and the pain body. It contains the rawest, most vulnerable, intensely emotional, and pain-filled music I have ever recorded. These stream-of-consciousness freestyles were all recorded during some of the most painful and heartbreaking experiences of my life.
I recommend treating this album as a meditation, lying down and listening to it in the dark with headphones, and feeling your body deeply during the process. Feel whatever comes up fully, without judging it. The feeling is the healing.
This can be a highly powerful practice of shadow work, shadow transmutation and re-integration, to help you reclaim lost Power and heal emotional-energetic wounds. When you allow yourself to fully and viscerally and non-judgmentally feel your previously unfelt feelings, you begin releasing the pent-up energy behind the feeling and undoing/dissolving your backlog of unresolved emotional-energetic blockages and knots.
Begin learning how to non-judgmentally witness all thoughts and feelings that arise in your experience. Do not make them personal. Remain the Watcher. Be the Pure Space of Awareness beyond them that knows that every energetic texture, sensation, and phenomenon is Okay. "You are the sky. Everything else—it's just the weather," as Pema Chodron says. Learning to do this is the key to dissolving the shadow and pain body and re-integrating your lost Power.
I encourage you to listen in a private space where you can wholeheartedly cry, laugh, writhe, scream (into pillows), punch, shake, and generally allow your body to do whatever it knows it needs to do to release old gunk and deadwood that is no longer serving you. After listening, I recommend journaling about your experience. Best wishes.
“So the pain-body doesn’t want you to observe it directly and see it for what it is. The moment you observe it, feel its energy field within you, and take your attention into it, the identification is broken. A higher dimension of consciousness has come in. I call it presence. You are now the witness or the watcher of the pain-body. This means that it cannot use you anymore by pretending to be you, and it can no longer replenish itself through you. You have found your own innermost strength. You have accessed the power of Now.”
— Eckhart Tolle, The Power of Now
WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF YOU ACCEPTED ALL OF WHO YOU ARE?
What would happen if you embraced and loved your Whole Being, including the 'dark' spaces?
What would happen if you stopped hiding from yourself and fearing yourself?
What would happen if you deeply trusted ALL of Nature?
When it comes to shadow work, rationality and linear conversation can only take you so far.
To do the deepest work, you must get back in your BODY.
You must learn techniques to make the unconscious conscious.
You must practice the art of holding Space for whatever arises.
You must learn to somatically PURGE and RELEASE intense trapped emotions.
I created THE PAIN BODY FREESTYLES and RADICAL SHADOW INTEGRATION to help you master the art of deep shadow work.
If you engage it deeply, this Experience will bring you a greater sense of Wholeness, Resilience, Soul Power, Peace, Fearlessness, Creativity, and Unconditional Love.
These qualities are intrinsically valuable and also have Massive Positive Ripple Effects in all areas of life.
Love,
JB
INVEST IN YOUR OWN HEALING
THE PAIN BODY FREESTYLES
An Immersive Shadow Integration Experience to Reclaim Your Power.
$
25
RADICAL SHADOW INTEGRATION
A Deep Shadow Integration Course + Toolkit to Remember Your True Power.
$
125
THE PAIN BODY FREESTYLES TRACK LIST
1. ALCHEMY
2. PROM QUEEN I
3. PAIN
4. SHADOW WORK
5. PROM QUEEN II
6. CATHARSIS
7. PURGE
8. VENTILATION
9. KNOW THAT YOU ARE
10. IS LIFE SICK TWISTED VIDEO GAME
11. PROM QUEEN III
12. THANK YOU ECKHART TOLLE
13. BUDDHISM FOR VAMPIRES
14. THANK YOU ECKHART TOLLE, CARL JUNG, DAVID HAWKINS, PEMA CHODRON, JED MCKENNA, OSHO, FRIEDRICH NIETZSCHE, LAO TZU, AYAHUASCA, PSILOCYBIN
15. LIFE GETS COMPLICATED
16. FEELING BETTER NOW
17. RESILIENCE
18. IT'S PROBABLY ACTUALLY GOING TO BE OKAY
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